Monday 25 March 2019

The Beginning

Hi there...so I figure I need to share some of my stories in my life. In a way, it will be something to release my inner emotions, helping me cope with myself, and another, maybe to help you guys know that... you are not alone? Lol i just can imagine the song from MJ ringing in my ears right now...

Anyways, I'm a 21y/o girl (3months more till 22). So many things i wanna share...let's start from the beginning shall we?

I'm the first child in my family. When i was in my mother's womb, my mother doesnt wanna eat, doesnt wanna take a bath, because she felt nausea all the time.

And when her water first broke, i was in her for like near to 2 days, and i dont know why the doctors dont induce it, but at last they had to take a forcep to bring me out. when I was out, I was a blue baby due to the umbilical cord that strangles my neck when my mom is pushing me out. So, I nearly died. Almost. But got saved at last, and so i was weighed 2100g when i was born(underweight baby).

My mom said, nobody dares to touch me, due to how fragile and little i look, so my dad is the one who always showering me. And they always tell me once in Cameron Highland I almost fell down with my dad, and when my dad caught me in time, I was just laughing.

My dad said :'' Thats what i like about it, never cry."

And as I grow older, I became heavier. Fatter. Get laughed at, get teased at.....